2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: *grabs ure arm* I MAY BE A GUY, BUT IM NOT AFRAID TO HIT A WOMAN!

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: GO AHEAD! You say im not all I appear to be but what about you?! *still looks at you dead in the eye*

2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: what about me? huh? *pushes u away and stares right back* what about me, love?

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: dont ever call me love. you're not all angel. You're the same tosser that caused saya pain because she thought you were dead. Your the same idiot who caused Jenn pain too. And you dont know how much I miss her. How much I cared. And you couldnt even careless *keeps her gaze focused*

2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: I DIDNT WANT TO CAUSE JENN PAIN! *punches a wall* AND I KNOW I KILLED KESHO! HELL, Y DONT WE EVEN SAY I KILLED CHRIS, ANGIE, youko, yuriko, carrie, fanny, my mom.. *trails off and sits down* i killed them all... *takes another swig of hie beer*

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: *takes the beer off you, and looks at it* so this is it... *tears stream down her face* no you didnt kill them.. im sorry.... *hands you back your beer* *turns away*

2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: *glares at u and puts on some Tchaikovsky* yes i did, u just said i did.. *chuckles*

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: no I didnt. I said you caused jenn and kesho pain. *keeps her gaze now fixated on the floor*

2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: *staggers to the sofa and sits down* pain leads to death... so in reality... well... *thinks about it* i dont miss her... the little bitch deserved the hell she caused for herself...

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: *turns round and glares at you* you're the bitch. Not her.

2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: *laughs* u have fire! *swishes his beer around* not a good thing to have... *waves his hand in tune to "Allegro non troppo e molto maestoso"*

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: I know its not. You're right, you do know me. You've seen through the mask and cloak. well done. *dares to come closer to you* drinking is a bad habbit..

2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: so is pissing off a drunk

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: I never pissed you off. *looks you up and down* you did that yourself

2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: *laughs* i suppose i did... now, if u'll excuse me... i have to go to yuriko's funeral, then its off to my aunt wavy's funeral... ta ta

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: *throws herself against the wall, and slides down it, till where shes hugging her knees*

2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: *returns and sits at the piano, playing softly*

2005-06-15 [Modnoc!]: *keeps her gaze on the floor and doesnt say a word*

2005-06-15 [RedHorizon]: *watches u guys and sighs*

2005-06-15 [Modnoc!]: *gets up and slowly walks away*

2005-06-15 [RedHorizon]: *puts on some music in an attempt to lighten the mood*

2005-06-16 [Snap Dragon]: *wishes keshokins was here

2005-06-21 [fang, the grey wolf]: *walks over to heather and plays with her hair* I'm sure she's not too far away...

2005-06-22 [Snap Dragon]: *smacks the shit out of angelic for threatening her and for touching her* i hate MEN!

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *hits her bk* dont mess with me BITCH

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: calm down u guys......

2005-06-23 [Modnoc!]: *looks at them both* *shakes her head, sighing deeply* *walks away*

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *runs his fingers through his hair and goes to put on some music* im calm... dw

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: good...so am i

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: good.. *grabs u and starts dancing*

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: *smiles*..finally......*dances wiv u*

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *laughs* dont get ure hopes up, love... ok.. im done.. *sits down and jumps as he hears a scream*

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: damn..*wonders who screamed*

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *wonders the same and gets a headache and yells down at them, swearing like crazy*

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: and i thought u wernt gonna swear no more

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *sighs* ok... ok... *puts the swear words backwards* u have me whipped... u know that dont u...

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: hve u whipped?.....literally..or is that another one of ur crazy figures of speech?

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: it means.. u tell me to jump.. and i'll say how high... if u tell me u want somones head on a platter, i say medium or well done...

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: ummm..ok.....sure

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: what? *gets a knife to chop of his hair* its true

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: *gasps*..u r gonna cut ur hair??

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: yes.. ive been wanting to do it for a while... when its wet its at my waist... its too long

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: but its so nice!....u cant just chop it off!

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *gives it to u* here, now u have it

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: kool....i shall treasure it 4evr

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: no u wont...

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: yes i will...well..i wuld

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: nah

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: yep....it runs in the family..my granny still keeps trevs hair

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: ewww

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: but his hair was so nice be4....evn tho it was blond

2005-06-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: uh huh

2005-06-23 [RedHorizon]: oh well......

2005-06-24 [RedHorizon]: *wonders y no body is talking*

2005-06-26 [Modnoc!]: wh..whats wrong?? why are you leaving??

2005-06-28 [Snap Dragon]: *neds to talk to kesho about a misteak.... and paces on the floor shivering and nervous and eyes red and a raw*

2005-06-28 [Modnoc!]: *wraps her coat around snap* whats wrong?..

2005-06-28 [Snap Dragon]: i made a misteak with kesho and i need her help to get me un confoosed i think she blocked me from Cold Kiss and i heard her and devin are at it and devin has 6 or more gfs in chat and other places

2005-06-28 [Snap Dragon]: i dont want her hurt

2005-06-28 [Modnoc!]: ...*looks at snap* name them... and snap... saya isnt here anymore.... remember?.... how can she be at it with devin if she isnt here.... *tears fall from her eyes*

2005-06-28 [Snap Dragon]: shes not dead!

2005-06-28 [Modnoc!]: what?.. run that by me again... how is she not?

2005-06-28 [Snap Dragon]: i talked to her weeks ago. i know she told me to not tell but i cant take this anymore. shes been on jeremy's account and shes told me and jeremy threatened me! and i dont take too kindly to GUYS threatenting me after what i been through with males.

2005-06-28 [Snap Dragon]: im sorry kesho but if you read this then please undertsnad i am doing this because im worried so much i lost a mass amount of weight worrying about you and i cant sleep with out crying myself to sleep or throwing fits. and as for those gfs. scott knows all them and tries to tell them hes a big liar and player and will lie to you in your face 9if you confront him

2005-06-28 [Modnoc!]: I shouldnt give him a third chance. I shouldnt believe you, or her. You know what, Fuck you Kesho, Fuck you heather. I dont care anymore! So she can tell you but not tell me? *shakes her head, walking out the door, slamming it behind her*

2005-06-28 [Modnoc!]: and fuck you devin!!

2005-06-28 [Snap Dragon]: 0.0 what did i do this is the truth! and if you find out the truth that i have told you then fine find out for yourself

2005-06-28 [Modnoc!]: Im not finding out anything. I've had enough.. have a good life

2005-06-28 [Modnoc!]: sorry heather. This isnt your fault, and the reason why I cant believe a word you or devin says, is because both of you say the other one is lying, or that they're spreading rumours

2005-06-30 [Heavenly Justice]: You know, I knew Kesho. And I haven't seen her sinse she died. And the Jeremy thing. He wouldn't harm anyone. He's all threats. He's also my only friend. Willow, Snap, I don't know either of you, but I can assure you, neither Kesho nor Jeremy will ever bother you again. Snap, spreading rumors isn't going to help your current situation.

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: I dont mind them bothering me.. and its not jeremy... its kesho... I dont know what to believe....*sighs*

2005-07-01 [Heavenly Justice]: *Puts her hand on your shoulder* A wise man once said, " A raging fire becomes dying embers." You did your best. I respect that.

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: Im sorry *looks at justice*

2005-07-01 [Heavenly Justice]: What seems as a horrible problem later in life will seem as nothing at all. Eventually it all goes away. It returns to that from which it came. To speak more commonly, don't let it get to you, what goes around, comes around.

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: *sighs*

2005-07-01 [Heavenly Justice]: Are you okay?

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: yeah.. thanks :) you?..

2005-07-01 [Heavenly Justice]: To be honest, I'm irritated.

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: why? *sits down*

2005-07-01 [Heavenly Justice]: Well, my father was traing me for combat so, I was up in a tree, barefoot. And he came up behind me and took a picture. Then my Elbow Blades broke and my spear is ready to snap.

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: ah

2005-07-01 [Heavenly Justice]: Yes. And to make matters worse, there is no wind today. So the flies were crazy.

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: *nods gently* must have been awful

2005-07-01 [Heavenly Justice]: What am I doing? I'm sorry. You probably have no clue what I'm talking about.

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: *bites her lip* dont be sorry, I do have some clue.. Im just tired..my apologies

2005-07-01 [Heavenly Justice]: Don't you be sorry. I tend to forget that I'm the only woman who can fight.

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: I would like to learn how to..

2005-07-01 [Heavenly Justice]: Oh it's brilliant! You can feel all your anger just pour out of you.

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: really?

2005-07-01 [Heavenly Justice]: Yes. I only have one friend, everyone else likes to advoid me at all costs, so it's kind of upsetting, but when I fight, everything leaves, and I feel refreshed and ready to continue.

2005-07-01 [Modnoc!]: cool

2005-07-23 [Heavenly Justice]: I take it no one comes here anymore?

2005-07-23 [Modnoc!]: *smiles weakly and shrugs*

2005-07-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *tackles heaven and licks her cheek*

2005-07-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *gets up and sits down, sipping on his wine*

2005-07-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *looks at willow* u gonna talk?

2005-07-23 [Modnoc!]: sorry...

2005-07-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *closes eyes* oh well

2005-07-23 [Modnoc!]: *shrugs once more then walks out*

2005-07-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *flips her off as she leaves*

2005-07-23 [fang, the grey wolf]: *laughs* wtf are u srry for woman?

2005-07-24 [RedHorizon]: hey evryone

2005-07-27 [Modnoc!]: for not talking. *sits down thinking*

2005-07-30 [Heavenly Justice]: Oh my God, Jeremy! *Takes his wine and chugs it back*

2005-08-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: lmao

2005-08-12 [RedHorizon]: *wonders y no one has talked on here 4 ages*

2005-08-12 [fang, the grey wolf]: cause no one loves u *tackles u*

2005-08-12 [RedHorizon]: *falls over*...but u love me,do u not?

2005-08-12 [fang, the grey wolf]: of course

2005-08-12 [fang, the grey wolf]: *wonders y theres never anyone on here* i visited kesho last nite

2005-08-12 [Modnoc!]: *looks at him*

2005-08-12 [fang, the grey wolf]: its true... i visited her grave.. and when i was about to leave.. a wolf came out of the forest and followed me home... and now i have a pet wolf^^

2005-08-12 [Modnoc!]: *closes her eyes* wow..

2005-08-12 [fang, the grey wolf]: yeah... i named her dakota

2005-08-13 [fang, the grey wolf]: *sits on the sofa and invites Dakota to join him, then pets her*

2005-08-13 [Modnoc!]: *opens her eyes and watches silently

2005-08-13 [fang, the grey wolf]: *looks at u* u wanna pet her?

2005-08-13 [Modnoc!]: No thanks.. No offence Dakota... cup of virtual tea?..

2005-08-13 [fang, the grey wolf]: no thanx.. dont like tea... *plans to attack turkey*

2005-08-13 [Modnoc!]: ah... okay

2005-08-13 [fang, the grey wolf]: *scratches dakota's back and laughs at the memory of the race yesterday on the beach*

2005-08-13 [Modnoc!]: *looks at the ground then bows deeply* I'll see you later... take care

2005-08-13 [fang, the grey wolf]: w/e *takes Dakota and goes off to walk her*

2005-08-19 [fang, the grey wolf]: *sits down and stares into space*

2005-08-19 [Modnoc!]: *hugs her knees*

2005-08-19 [fang, the grey wolf]: *bursts into tears once more and wishes jenn were here*

2005-08-19 [Modnoc!]: *hands him a tissue and hugs him*

2005-08-19 [fang, the grey wolf]: thanx... i dont know why i cant stop crying...

2005-08-19 [Modnoc!]: ...its ok..

2005-08-19 [fang, the grey wolf]: everyone leaves me...

2005-08-19 [Modnoc!]: ?... jenn hasnt left you.. and I doubt she ever will

2005-08-19 [fang, the grey wolf]: i guess... but my family has.. and if ure own family doesnt want u... how can anyone else?

2005-08-19 [Modnoc!]: *hugs you and sighs*

2005-08-19 [fang, the grey wolf]: *gets up and leaves*

2005-08-21 [RedHorizon]: *comes in and looks around*...hey evry1

2005-08-29 [Modnoc!]: *blinks*

2005-08-29 [RedHorizon]: *blinks also*

2005-08-31 [Modnoc!]: *sighs deeply as she lights a candle in rememberance.* so.. how are you two?..

2005-08-31 [fang, the grey wolf]: *hiccups and bursts out laughing* im shit! and you?

2005-08-31 [Modnoc!]: *looks at him and raises an eyebrow* drunk?

2005-08-31 [RedHorizon]: i don't think so

2005-09-02 [fang, the grey wolf]: No, I'm not... hakuna matata... *Begins to sing it*

2005-09-03 [RedHorizon]: *looks at him*

2005-09-21 [Modnoc!]: *sits down* I apologise

2005-10-10 [RedHorizon]: man..guess this is a bad conversation or some1wuld have said sumtin by now.

2005-10-15 [Modnoc!]: *hugs her knees and tires not to cry*

2005-10-17 [RedHorizon]: hey wats wrong?

2005-10-20 [Modnoc!]: I miss her.. so much...

2005-10-20 [RedHorizon]: ah man...*hugs u gently*

2005-10-20 [Modnoc!]: yeah.. average drama queen aye?;#

2005-10-21 [RedHorizon]: no man...evry1 needs to cry

2005-10-21 [Modnoc!]: *nods slightly, curling up more*

2005-10-21 [RedHorizon]: *rubs ur bac*

2005-10-21 [Modnoc!]: Cup of tea?..

2005-10-21 [RedHorizon]: no thanx...u ok?

2005-10-21 [Modnoc!]: not really.... heh

2005-10-21 [RedHorizon]: well...youre not the only one

2005-10-21 [Modnoc!]: whats wrong?.. and I know Im not...

2005-10-21 [RedHorizon]: ayo everything.....srry

2005-10-21 [Modnoc!]: want to talk to me about it?.. *hugs you*

2005-10-21 [RedHorizon]: ok...well..i havent spoken to raz for like ages..almost 2 weeks...and hes been really depressed and saying that hes gonna kill himself and all that...and my best friend is leaving to dubai..it was her last day at school today...and ayo..*hugs back and bursts into tears*

2005-10-21 [Modnoc!]: *holsd you close and cradles you in her arms, rocking you slightly*

2005-10-21 [RedHorizon]: *hugs u back*..thanks...im sorry

2005-10-21 [Modnoc!]: dont be *snuggles you and slips a rose in your hair* everything will be okay

2005-10-21 [RedHorizon]: *snuggles bac*..i hope so...do u want to talk about how ur feeling?

2005-10-21 [Modnoc!]: Nah... Im fine... *smiles weakly*

2005-10-21 [RedHorizon]: ok then..if ur sure..wuld u like a cup of tea?

2005-10-21 [Modnoc!]: No thanks..

2005-10-21 [RedHorizon]: ok

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: Wow. How things change...

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: Things change because people have to sometime get over things of the past.. I still cry but people tell me I have to let go...

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: I cry everyday.... You can never cry enough... The people who tell one to let go have felt so lost themselves...

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: *sighs softly and hugs him* want a cup of tea?..

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: *hugs bk* No thanx... allergic... would you like some coffee?

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: Ill try some.. if thats okay? :)

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: No problem at all.. Instant? Perk? Tim Hortins? *takes out his collection of coffee* When I stopped doing drugs and shit.. I turned to another addiction... coffee!

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: whhooo coffee is better than drugs and shit... and Instant please

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: O.K. *gets you some instant coffee and gets himself some with extra caffaine* there you go

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: Thanks *takes the cup delicately in her fingers, careful not to burn herself*

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: *gulps his down*

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: *sips hers, tears falling over her cheeks*

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: *takes out a hankie and wipes ure tears away* the seasons change... kesho was like the seasons... when they're here, you want them to just go away.. and when they're gone... you wish you had them back...

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: I didnt wish her to go away though... i remember us dancing.. me always handing her roses... she made me a rose crown or dress.. cant really remember which right now.... I loved her Raz... I LOVED her.. and thats never going to change..

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: I loved her too, and I can't help but blame myself for her departure. I always told her to just go shoot herself, called her emo. I changed a lot when she died. Now I just pick on Jenn... *smiles faintly*

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: pick on me if you want.. jenn doesnt really.. deserve it... and I too feel responsable for keshos death... I should have been there but I wasnt..

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: You couldn't help it. And I only pick on Jenn because she's British, she picks on me too. *tries to clean the blood off the floor* My damn back

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: what happened?..

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: Ever sinse the night of the story I'm telling you about, my back has been bleeding uncontrolibly, and my Mary statues are crying blood, bursting, my crusifixes are falling off walls or hanging upside down, I've been choked in my sleep... *sighs* I shouldn't have interviened...

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: =\

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: *looks down* I know, I'm crazy...

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: your not.. promise.. *hugs you*

2006-02-25 [Nezeb]: *hugs bk* Yes, I am. Trust me. I'm fucking nuts!

2006-02-25 [RedHorizon]: only slightly

2006-02-25 [Angelic Guitarist]: i guess its been along while since ive been on this page just after it all i guess i couldn't come here easily

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: *looks at steven and wraps her arms around him softly*

2006-02-25 [Angelic Guitarist]: *cuddles you lookin back and every where*

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: *cuddles back and sighs gently*

2006-02-25 [Angelic Guitarist]: *rubs you back*

2006-02-25 [Modnoc!]: whatever has happened... I still miss her.. *closes her eyes*

2006-02-25 [Angelic Guitarist]: i know how you feel *rubs your back still